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Entries from September 2004

Seventeen Mag (M’sia) Cover!

September 25, 2004 · Leave a Comment

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Tanak talawa’ isai itih?
hahah! yes i know dis one sumandak def!!! – Yes of COURSE its TRUE wat dey say the Sabahan Girls are all GORRRRGEOUS!!! I present you Jen Pedersen – spitting image of her mum – AitelYou! this is what i mean when i say ‘proud to be sabahan!’kusai kusai ngaavi; au buli koso’! – jangan kacau, baru limabelas thn shj tu… – her momma must be grinning ear to ear –

so who’s kid to be groomed next? Mae? Pamela? -sia tunggu sija all you who bore rojak fruits…. heh – banyak tu kamu!

pic from Borneon Lady

Categories: the nextdoor grrrl

A Moment Of Silence -

September 25, 2004 · Leave a Comment


“…don’t ever turn down pleasure because you were afraid of what other people might say…”

~ Belle De Jour – Diary of a London Call Girl

this is an excerpt from the last post of le grande Belle De Jour – all i can say is thank you, thank you and thank you ~

Thats two bloggers in my link stagnant and unmoving – there must be life out there for Diablo Cody of Pussy Ranch too! I’m ecstatic to note that New York’s Escort Alexa just only started -

Categories: dearly beloved we gathered here...

The Evening Train to Infinity -

September 25, 2004 · Leave a Comment

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Every weekend, I find myself on board the exclusive Eastern Oriental Express Train on a one way ticket to anywhere it takes me. I have no idea where it takes me to. I just go. Its plush velvet seat invites me to lounge and absorb the sight of what wonderful creation God lets me realize. My hungry eyes would roam far into the horizon, luxuriating in the burst of blood red streaks permeating across the sky from the setting sun and my heart grew heavy. Why am I reluctant to let go?

An elderly bartender approached me with a silver tray, a single tall glass of Virgin Mary – with ten vodka shots on the side. I nodded, subconsciously biting on my lips still drinking in nature’s colour cocktail while he lines them on the little trolley beside me. I am mystified by the mystery that beholds me. Funny enough, I allowed myself to be trapped, spellbound by this whirlwind romance; the sun descended slowly behind the varying shades of cobalt blue mount with a sly beckon – and I am still reluctant to let go. I reached for my first shot of vodka.

Night falls far sooner than eternity, everything motioned from vibrancy to obscurity and in my mind’s eye, alternates flashes of sepias transpiring like the end of an old Chaplin movie reel, taunting and unsettling. After four more shots of vodka, its time for the mary. The salt and lemon stung the broken skin on my lower lips. I turn to gaze through the picture window again. The hum emanating from the novel locomotive implies constant movement, yet I could not see; not even the horizon is visible. In that I felt as if I’m lost. Swirling in the confusions convulsed in my head spirited by alcohol-infused thoughts. Come night fall, dawned anger. You should let go, he says.

I looked up, the elderly bartender smiled warmly from behind the bar; nodding at me as if he knew what was struggling within my lucid ruminations and raging tenderness. He proceeds to wipe the burgundy crystals, while I knocked back my eighth shot, chasing it down with the mocktail. It was my turn to nod. It’s almost pointless to stare beyond the pane but I did anyway; choosing instead to stare at me, the reflection of my eyes refused to meet my gaze. I am battling with the demon inside me; yet I refuse to confront the truth in front of me.

Untitled_1I got up, straightened my dress, pulled on my jacket – with the last two shot glasses in both hands and walked purposefully towards the bar. The intoxicated buzz has lightened my head. I move carefully to the motion of the machine not willing a single drop of vodka go to waste. “Salut!” I hiccupped and grinned at the bartender. The clink of the shot glasses seem to chime louder than audibly, along with what he said to me earlier. He grinned back at me and then served me with another virgin mary. One for tomorrow’s headache, he smiled. “Tomorrow…” I echoed him, leaned over the bar and graced him a grateful kiss on his cheeks then left for my cab-car where I could sleep my melancholy away, because in time, I know – the sun will return to me.

picture souced from
1. http://www.travelbeyond.com/trains/easternorientaltrains.htm
2. http://www.goway.com/trainjouneys/eastorient/eastori_itn.html

Categories: Queer Prop Fiction

blythe me!

September 21, 2004 · 3 Comments

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i like – go to the World of Blythe Dolls - here’s the girl in me - picture sourced from Blythe Dolls

Categories: the nextdoor grrrl

Brother Bear in Leather -

September 16, 2004 · 1 Comment

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Here’s the rest of it: Looking thru the eyes of moi!

pix copyright of MdJ take only with permission – thanks! *grins*

Categories: Alternatively Yours

beggin’ 4 GMAIL *sniff*

September 15, 2004 · 10 Comments

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*sniff* – i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! to anyone who is benevolent enough to bequeth poor lil me with a 1GB e-mail space – i’ll be your bitch for a month… you where-ever you are; me just a plane ticket away – willing to be your trophy girlfriend – for a G-Mail – See? Not just for a plate of meatballs on pasta wld i be willing to trade my virtue for…

Gmail? pwease?

*sniff*

Categories: Current Affairs

Of Old Testaments, Sex, Catholicism and Daddy’s Little Girl

September 15, 2004 · Leave a Comment

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All is Forgiven – I revived my Jagged Little Pill album for a screaming match with Alanis last night just to feel as if i’ve been heard. Didja hear me?
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You know how us Catholic girls can be
We make up for so much time a little too late
I never forgot it, confusing as it was
No fun with no guilt feelings
The sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests
I’ll see you next Sunday

And then today, this: “A NEW YORK ESCORT’S CONFESSION” – I am truly looking at myself in the mirror – Most captivating would be:
1. Daddy’s Little Girl (Part 1)
2. Daddy’s Little Girl (Part 2)
3. Christianity and Masturbation

wish i get comments like that from my own friends…

Keep it up Alexa – you know how us catholic girls can be…


I sang Alleluia in the choir, I confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man, My brothers they never went blind for what they did, But I may as well have, In the name of the Father, the Skeptic and the Son; I had one more stupid question

yes – Alanis knows how us catholic girls can be…

We all had our reasons to be there, We all had a thing or two to learn, We all needed something to cling to, So we did…

Categories: Blog-a-Licious

VISITS – The Hungry Ghost Anthology

September 13, 2004 · Leave a Comment

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While sheep lined up to catch (statement of the year: “I soooo wanna watch that Puteri Gunung Ledang thing-lah! (note to advertising agencies: See how outlandish original publicity tap into the sub consciousness of the masses)”) the much awaited multi-million Malaysian Mega Movie, I scurried past San Francisco down to the Singapore’s Bread Talk to pick up their turkey-ham-n-cheese – lifted up to the fourth floor spirited by excited suspense and ‘idontknowwhattothink’ staccato-ing my mind numb – to watch VISITS – Hungry Ghost Anthology – in short: Four Shorts Four Directors One Fabulous local indie Flick (..sigh.. Finally!).

I was excited. Creamed more than I did when the latest movie installation of Harry Potter premiered nationwide. Horror movies excite me the way the black and white Christopher Lee’s Dracula spooked me into hiding under my sheets every night forever. When the western world horror-movied, their spritely spirited souls don’t look the way they work in the imagination of anyone Asian. Our ghost is a lot scarier – and the fact that I know six of my friends who sees dead people – packed with careful sound editing – makes Korean horror movies such a huge box office hit worldwide. After Suhaimi Baba’s ‘PONTIANAK – Harum Sundal Malam’ – Malaysian local cinema look like it got bitten by only two things: Suspense-thrillers and Erra & her husband. I welcome VISITS – with open legs: I like the beginning and the end –

Local indie flick is coming out of its closet. Word of the day: “subtle” – How my pride flag soar with the wind in my heart every time my eye catch something which could be almost naked in other’s mind’s eye. A mardi gras poster, for example. In my mind and in my heart, I feel the lost souls would only affect those who affected them before death. But I guess if you prompt them awake from (Short #3) never, you’ll have to pay the price somehow. I love Short #4. All of it.

Short #4 is like a slice of The Truman Show sans dialogue. Actually, the only conversation you’ll ever hear is between two elderly ladies burning incense in the corridor; and the Man in the Moon is really the security guard (SG) who was one of the Hamlets in the recent Latter-day Ophelia at the theatre behind Café-Café. The camera will help you tune into:

Line 01 – Bathroom, Line02 – Living Room, Line03 – Kitchen, Line04 – Bedroom.

Makes you wonder who this woman is. A single straight woman? A kept woman? A Black Widow? Femme Fatale? Serial Killer? Huh?! And why is the SG controlling the cameras? What perverted pleasures is he excitedly expecting? Or is he just infatuated –

I love Short #4. There are bits and pieces of story-styled in flashbacks manners of Memento and Irreversible in Short #1 (I tink) – which I like. It made me question the ‘suicide pact’. I love how the screen flashes red and sepia as the camera snakes its way from one girl just behind the other both lying in a big pool of blood. I like that the dead one is the hot chick. Heheh. Brimming with double X undertones. The couple next to me actually got up and left – but I’m sure they left because they were expecting M. Nasir and Tiara Jacquelina.

Innocent school girls infatuation is a real feeling I’ve have had countless a time. The excitement of waking up tomorrow knowing you’re going to see her in school. You two talk of being princesses high up, castle in the sky delighted of him you met with once upon a dream. And it will be him who will be the end of your girly togetherness – in Short #1 – even death naught wilt divide. Tis true! Read Neil Gaiman’s Death series – ‘Time of your Life’!

Like I said, I love the First and the Last – except for the part when semi-transparent arial fonts appeared in a positively toned ‘exclusion clause’ on the accurate definition of the responsibilities of a security guard. This is one movie I’d persuade everyone to watch. I felt the same way after watching ‘Bukak Api’. So go watch this VISITS. Because if you don’t you’ll miss the experience of riding up the Malaysian cinema waves and into the future.

Now we’ve got the free lifestyle magazines to thank so much for aggressively marketing/ featuring/ show-casing/ interviewing independent movie directors. It’s that unrelenting drive that has tapped into my sub consciousness to follow the new kind of masses and culture in local indie flicks and its suddenly-known avant-garde directors. It’s the next cool career isn’t it? Aspiring Spielbergs, Wong Kar Wais and Ang Lees. Fantasy flick fever not recovered from the Oscar/04. Watch out Peter Jackson! Here comes Saw Teong Hin! That reminds me: I’ve got to watch that Gunung Ledang thing laa… Who wants a date with the nice, chic, charming and absolutely beautiful moi? Vlad? Can’t promise no irritating viewers. Hmmm – lets just wait for the next ERW…

picture sourced from VISITS – Hungry Ghost Anthology

Categories: Film

Why the ‘good times’ feel so good to us now

September 8, 2004 · Leave a Comment

by Roger Cohen

New York Times’ Herald Tribune – Wednesday – September 8th, 2004

mesti baca!

excerpt: …In the good times before airports became shopping malls and before the Googling of everything, in the good times before branding and power breakfasts and break-out sessions and thinking-out-of-the-box, in the good times of telexes and typewriters and three-martini lunches, in the good times of ideological battles and bruising debate, in the good times when every second person was not a hero and every third person was not a victim and every fourth word was not “stress,” in the good times before spin doctors and channel-surfing and on-line everything, in the good times of the hippie trail and before the war on terror, in those times, way back when, I would not have thought there could be so many billionaires in Moscow.

IMHO: in the good times when the only ass of a door bitch worth licking was Steve Rubell, when ringtones were monophonic, pre-prawn-nuggets/wasabi sauce in MaCdonalds, when the only form of PG entertainment is hopscotch, hoola-hoops and zero-point and a box of Nicotine-20s costs rm$3.50 – two words from ‘Anne of Green Gables’ –

M O D E R N I N C O N V E N I E N C E S

Categories: Current Affairs

and so it happened one day in Nuovo-

September 4, 2004 · 7 Comments

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As I strode down the bar with purposeful relish, I noticed a girl walking towards me. She was wearing exactly the same lime green satin shirt as me, although it looked a hell lot better on me, I thought smugly to myself. As I came face face with the girl, I stopped her to point out our identical shirts ( I do occasionally talk to other women at parties). As I started speaking to her, she started talking to me too, but I couldn’t hear what she was saying as the music was so loud. When I stopped talking, I noticed she looked confused. I realised then, I was standing in front of a mirror…

this is actually an excerpt from a chick fict; but believe it or not, it happened to me – pix background La Bodega Upstairs.

Categories: me me ME!